I'm just posting this here so that I can keep it somewhere that I'll remember it. I need to do this.

( 1001 books to read before you die )

OK BBZ.

IF YOU REMEMBER THE YAHOO!ANSWER POST FROM EARLIER I GOT A COUPLE PEOPLE SAYING THEY WISHED THERE WAS A COMMUNITY FOR THAT STUFF, SO I MADE ONE.

yahoo_lulz GO JOIN BBZ.

ALSO I NEED ANOTHER MOD TO HELP ME OUT. I'VE NEVER DONE THIS BEFORE AND I'M BAD AT RULES AND STUFF.

SORRY FOR THE OT POST AND THE PIMPING OF MY NEW COMM.

My best friends > Your best friends
Today was the best birthday ever.
The only bad part was lolscenequeens getting deleted...again.
Oh well.
I'll have pictures up soon.
The format is saturday.
How excited am I?

I don't know about you.
You lie to me.
You pretend it isn't happening.
But it is.
You say "Don't tell Brooke, but..." or "Brooke hasn't heard this, but..." or "We can...and Brooke will never have to know."
Well guess what. They told me.
I heard.
I know.
Why can't we be thirteen and freshman again? Running around, pretending we know French and trying to be in love?
Or even on the drive to Blue Springs, prancing around the rest stop, getting in fist fights over cheetos and looking for yarmulke boy. Doing the spoof of your dance. Talking for hours on the phone about nothing.
We lost something in October.
Was it honesty?
Was it love?
Was it...our friendship?
Well. Whatever it was. We'll never get it back.
Do you regret it like I do?
Do you wonder what would have happened if you wouldn't have rolled over and taken advantage of the situation?
Do you wonder what would have happened if you wouldn't have started lying about everything?
Is telling the truth out of the question for you?
We'll never get back what we lost.
And that's what's the worst.

panda pantsss (10:17:07 PM): ahmar babe
panda pantsss (10:17:09 PM): so last night
panda pantsss (10:17:11 PM): after you logged off
AHMUG (10:17:16 PM): you got laid
panda pantsss (10:17:17 PM): i was bored and totally spammed your myspace
panda pantsss (10:17:24 PM): i left a comment on pretty much everything
AHMUG (10:17:31 PM): yeah hahaah
AHMUG (10:17:33 PM): it was funniez
panda pantsss (10:17:49 PM): i just love spammage

panda pantsss (10:26:55 PM): so i had like six warts removed from my foot
panda pantsss (10:27:01 PM): and the dr said by now it would be burning bad
AHMUG (10:27:02 PM): WHAHAT
panda pantsss (10:27:03 PM): but it doesn't even hurt
AHMUG(10:27:07 PM): lmao
AHMUG(10:27:09 PM): medicine?
panda pantsss (10:27:11 PM): no
panda pantsss (10:27:12 PM): none
panda pantsss (10:27:17 PM): he acided them off
panda pantsss (10:27:48 PM): he was like "IMMA GIB YOOZ AN ACID DATZ UN HUNDREDZ TIMEZ MORE POWERFULZ DAN YOOZ CAN BUY AT DUH STOREZ"
panda pantsss (10:27:54 PM): and i was like "O RLY?"
panda pantsss (10:28:01 PM): and he was like "YAH RLY"
AHMUG (10:28:24 PM): HAHAHA
AHMUG(10:28:28 PM): what a weiirdo
panda pantsss (10:28:30 PM): i know
panda pantsss (10:28:43 PM): i mean
panda pantsss (10:28:51 PM): why would you be a fruggin foot doctor
panda pantsss (10:28:55 PM): who wants to touch feet all day?
AHMUG (10:29:48 PM): yeah
AHMUG(10:29:50 PM): its GROSS
panda pantsss (10:31:37 PM): blech
panda pantsss (10:31:41 PM): i didn't want him touching my feet

ahmar plz.


Us from Octoberz. I look a little different. He's still gorgeous.

I'm leaving tomorrow for CHIII-TOOOWWNNN!
Maybe I'll see HeyChris.
Yeah right.
See you guys in a week.

I've decided to make this private.
And no, person, I have not erased all my entries, just made them private.
And if you think something is going on, you're crazy. I would never do anything that stupid. And if you knew me, you'd know I like one of my best friend's, Aaron. I know nothing is going to happen, so I'm at terms with it. He's the sweetest guy ever and I pretty much spend all my time with him.
So anyway, if you'd like to be added instead of hiding behind an anonymous thing, comment me.